]2012, on Drugstore Cowboy (1989)] I saw the script in my agent's office - the words Drugstore Cowboy were written on the spine - and I said, "What a cool title! What is that?" And she looked at me and said, "Oh, please. They want Patti Smith. It's a movie about the early '70s and drugs, and it's based on a true story, apparently". And I said, "Cool! Can I read it?" And my agent rolled her eyes and said, "You're wasting your time". But I read it, and I said, "Okay, I've got to do this". And she said, "Yeah, but they're looking at Patti Smith and Bob Dylan. Do you feel like you're like Patti Smith?" I was like, "I feel like I could be. I mean, I can be something different than I am". But I met with one of the producers, and he said, "I think you could do this, and I think this could be good for you". He seated me next to Gus [Van Sant] at this dinner, and Gus didn't know he was meeting me, but he'd heard about my name in the mix of things, and we had a great time hanging out together. And then I came in to read for him, and I stayed up the night before all night because everyone was afraid I was way too pretty for this drug addict. But we're young people. It's not like drug addicts are exclusively ugly. They're just... different. And when you're young, the worst of what's going to happen to you generally hasn't happened yet. But we picked scenes and I read with them, but then I asked if I could do one more scene, which was the scene where Dianne comes back and Bob is kind of cleaned up, with that long walk down the hallway, that whole bit where you realize that she's really in love with him, but she's an addict. For me, that's the character. That scene is who that character is. And that's what got me the part. I think I was the first person that Gus met, so when he got up and said, "Okay, I want you", the room of producers and people were, like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa... Gus, look, we've got a bunch of people we're meeting, and, Kelly, you were great, but this is just the very, very beginning of the casting process". And he said, "Yeah, okay". Then, he walked over to me and said, "Okay, so what are you doing in September? You keep it open". I said, "Uh, yeah, I will". Then, he pulled me out in the hallway and said outright, "I want you". And he took a picture of me in the T-shirt I was wearing, just a Polaroid and not a real flattering picture, but the kind that looks into your soul, almost. And that was the only time that's ever happened, where the director just made this decision. And he was effectively an amateur at the time. He had done a 20-minute short before "Drugstore Cowboy", and a lot of people were not up for working with a new director, but that's always my favorite experience, because they've got the passion. That person who's ready to go, who it means that much to, I love working with people like that, especially when they've got a handle on the script, as well. Robert D. Yeoman was the cinematographer, who's now Wes Anderson's DP, and I worked very closely with him. I loved what he did with the camera in that, the choices they made. I even worked out what kind of cigarettes I smoked. And that walk down the hallway, I said, "Can we film Dianne walking away? Because I have this weird walk that I want her to have". And he was like, "We really should see it first". And then he saw it, and he was like, "Oh, man, that's so great..." It was so much fun. And we really were laughing a lot. You know, in the part with Heather Graham, where her character dies and we're trying to shove her up in the attic... The whole thing was crazy. To play people who are medicated, who aren't really aware of how fucked up their lives are, you're not in a bad place when you're playing it, but when you're watching it, it's a much heavier experience. When you're playing someone like that, they're kind of in denial and pursuing their goals every day and reaching them somewhat, at least as far as getting their fix. So making the film, we were in heaven, all of us. The script that I read, the movie we made, and the movie I saw were all the same thing. And that rarely happens.
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